it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Commercial Panic Attack Actress… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I started going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never in fact wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered into therapy I learned that there’s only a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Commercial Panic Attack Actress
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hello keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a school trip I remained in the second grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mommy’s room