it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling.Com.Loca… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever in fact wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered treatment I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling.Com.Loca
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVHvjf0IOVQ
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hi remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also started having not severe but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before an excursion I remained in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I ran to my mama’s space
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s9Yfuv2YPk