it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Coach… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Coach
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hi remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to correct the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise started having not extreme however I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mom’s space