it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Cheaper… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never really wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I got into treatment I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Cheaper
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to treat the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I likewise began having not serious however I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the whole night and the second grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s room