it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Charisma… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never ever really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later when I entered therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Charisma
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hello keep in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to fix the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not serious however I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a field trip I remained in the 2nd grade and the whole night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s space