it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Ccc… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never in fact wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I got into treatment I learned that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Ccc
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hello remember that things we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise began having not serious but I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I woke up and I ran to my mama’s room