it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Canada… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never ever really wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered therapy I discovered that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Canada
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hi bear in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I likewise started having not extreme but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I was in the entire night and the 2nd grade horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mom’s space