it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Call… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I became aware of much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I got into treatment I learned that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Call
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hello bear in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not extreme but I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a school trip I remained in the entire night and the second grade fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mom’s space