it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Call \\\”Voip\\\”… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good youth but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never ever actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I got into therapy I discovered that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Call \\\”Voip\\\”
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hi bear in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to remedy the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not extreme but I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the second grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I woke up so I awakened and I ran to my mommy’s space