it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Bullies… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a respectable youth but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never really wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later once I entered into treatment I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Bullies
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hello bear in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to remedy the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also began having not extreme however I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s space