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mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hello bear in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to correct the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious however I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I remained in the whole night and the second grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s room