it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Bacp… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever actually wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future once I entered therapy I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Bacp
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to remedy the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also began having not severe but I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I remained in the 2nd grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I awakened and I went to my mama’s space