it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Autism… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I got into treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Autism
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hey remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not extreme but I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the 2nd grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mother’s room