it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling/Ariana… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later when I entered into treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling/Ariana
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not serious however I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the entire night and the 2nd grade terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mother’s room