it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Apply… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I truly never ever actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later when I entered into treatment I found out that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Apply
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hey remember that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise started having not serious but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school outing I was in the entire night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mama’s room