it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Ap… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered into treatment I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Ap
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hello keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a school outing I was in the whole night and the second grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mommy’s room