it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Anxiety Advertisement… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good youth but there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Anxiety Advertisement
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hey remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to fix the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not severe however I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a school outing I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mom’s room