it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Anna Akana… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never actually wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered into treatment I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Anna Akana
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not severe but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I was in the whole night and the second grade horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I awakened and I ran to my mom’s space