it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Advertisement… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I became aware of much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never in fact wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on when I entered therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Advertisement
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to remedy the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also started having not extreme however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before an expedition I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mama’s room