it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Actor… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I started going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never ever in fact wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later once I entered therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Actor
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since sometimes you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to correct the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also began having not serious however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the whole night and the second grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mom’s space