it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling 20170210… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I became aware of better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I got into therapy I learned that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling 20170210
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not extreme but I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I was in the entire night and the 2nd grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room