it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Eric Koll Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I got into treatment I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Eric Koll Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not serious however I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a field trip I was in the second grade and the whole night terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I awakened so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room