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mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hi keep in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also began having not serious however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school outing I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mother’s room