it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Deschroma Faithful Counseling… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me support during my youth I had a pretty good youth but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never ever really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future once I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Deschroma Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to correct the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also started having not serious however I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I was in the whole night and the 2nd grade fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s room