it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Delete Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never really wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate just about everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered treatment I discovered that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Delete Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hello remember that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to correct the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise started having not serious but I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before an excursion I remained in the second grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mother’s room