it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Defranco Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never in fact wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered into treatment I discovered that there’s just so much of that the body can take prior to it your Defranco Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious but I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I remained in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mom’s room