it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Crime Junkie Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good youth but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never actually wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I got into therapy I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Crime Junkie Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also began having not extreme however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the whole night and the second grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mother’s room