it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Brittany Asmr Better Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered treatment I found out that there’s only so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Brittany Asmr Better Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hello remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to remedy the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also started having not extreme however I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the entire night and the second grade fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s room