it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Bonnie Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I truly never really wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I got into treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Bonnie Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hello remember that stuff we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not serious however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the second grade and the whole night horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mommy’s room