it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Bh Faithful Counseling… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never really wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered therapy I found out that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Bh Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hi remember that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to remedy the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not serious but I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a field trip I was in the second grade and the whole night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room