it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Better Space Vs. Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first prior to I started going to therapy let me support during my youth I had a pretty good youth however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never actually wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into therapy I learned that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Better Space Vs. Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hi bear in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to fix the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not extreme but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I was in the second grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room