it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Be Interactive Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I started going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future once I entered into treatment I found out that there’s just so much of that the body can take prior to it your Be Interactive Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hello bear in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to correct the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not extreme but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a school trip I remained in the 2nd grade and the whole night horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I awakened and I ran to my mommy’s room