it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Be A Faithful Counseling Therapist… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I started going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever really wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered treatment I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Be A Faithful Counseling Therapist
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hi bear in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to remedy the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also began having not serious but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a school outing I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s space