it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Anything4Views Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I started going to therapy let me support throughout my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never ever actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize just about everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on when I entered therapy I learned that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Anything4Views Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise began having not extreme however I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to an expedition I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I ran to my mommy’s room