it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Amy Lee Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I started going to therapy let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never ever really wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I got into therapy I found out that there’s only so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Amy Lee Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hey remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to correct the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mama’s space