it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Alon Matas Faithful Counseling… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never ever actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered treatment I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Alon Matas Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to deal with this hello bear in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to fix the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not severe but I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an expedition I remained in the second grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mommy’s room