it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Alon Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered into treatment I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Alon Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hey remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to fix the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also began having not extreme however I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I remained in the entire night and the second grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mama’s room